For 43 years that’s all I wanted to do. My life was filled with desolation, despondency, discouragement, disgust, deceit, distrust, disappointment and worst of all, smothered with despair. I was looking at 10 years in prison. I had no peace of mind, no hope, no faith. All I did have was fear and hatred towards certain people. My will to live was gone, filled with bitterness and thoughts of self-destruction. All enthusiasm was gone. I was defeated. I was done.
I ended up in prison.
Tears were streaming down my face now. I have a hunger from within to want more. A hunger for righteousness… a thirsting for Christ in my life.
The voice said "I will deliver you" was I receiving the Holy Spirit… Raising my hands towards heaven, I prayed "Yes Lord, Please take my life. Do what you want with me. I commit my spirit to you to do your will with me. I cant do this any more. My life is yours. Come into my heart please. I give you all my trust and I'm yours. Thank you Lord."
Since I've trusted Christ, my life is full of so much Joy. I want to live for the will of God to minister the good news of his love and how the Lord can give deliverance to anyone.
Thank you and always Glory to God!. Amen.